Kocchi wo mite ... kudasai! Hello
not that happens, it will be that something happens? I'm too faint for these things. I wish I could understand you better, I wish I could adivinarte without having to ask, or I wish I could ask but I have fear of damaging magic. I would be the perfect girlfriend if she could may go in your mind but you know it and understand everything, and know what I have to do, namely what you want me ... Yet there are times when you can not do anything ... when love and just can not do anything. Although I think, I mean I have a hunch that is not the case, at least not yet. In two years many things can change, feelings, self is always changing. Two years ago you were just another, well, another good looking but I have to think to win this one, too. Or maybe you should make you think you have to conquer me again. But maybe if I leave it to you all to be ... because these days do not seem to work hard in this regard. I just want you to look over here a little longer. But why, why this happens is what I do not understand what is happening to you? It is one thing only temporary, just psychic? Or is there something beyond ... is there anything I can do? Gosh, I follow your example, you made me come to you, and I did not feel harassed, as you did? If I want, if you call me, but not every day, did not give me any privileges, maybe so? Maybe I'm too mellow or something? Servant or something? Maybe it should be less sweet or more witch? Well when you come I do not worship, when I go home I'm not 100% interested in your games, maybe I should tell you defect from time to time ... hmmm .... maybe if you were just my friends criticize you a bit more. .. maybe I'm guilty in that sense, but simply I can not ... is that it is part of your freedom to make your way as you want, however our paths would separate for some time if you have not achieved what they want, maybe that's also laziness on my part. But we really do not know what part is wrong. Maybe I should tell you "you will awake to life" or "have too many leaks, maybe it's the reality you are away" or maybe you're running away from myself and the reality that constituted the Lina. Not what is happening, I would not push for you find out, although it is likely that you already know it and I do not, it is natural to happen, because I'm so clueless. I can only try to shine like the sun to come to me or to walk away finally, of course I shall endeavor because not every day you find a person like you, not all days were accomplished a relationship like this. But if something untoward should happen no matter what I do, that side will, in that sense I believe in fate or providence. Not that I give up for anything, anything but. Tomorrow is another day and tomorrow I will watch your eyes and know what you feel. And then you ask but not "everything is fine with me?" but as something more specific ... but gosh not sure I'll think of some way to reach you. The point is that this time I have to go further, deeper, you usually is not difficult because you talk a lot of what you feel and everything, but maybe there's something I've said, I know how you feel about us. Because I think we must do more to maintain a long-standing relationship is not enough to just be in love, we must keep the other in love, so do not believe in long distance relationships, otherwise it would just "happily forever. " Better let you know in some way without being too sharp or that looks like a reproach. If you'd tell me so I do not think that you are reproaching me. Of course I have that major flaw ... I do not think it would be nice to say in front of my fault ... I think me perfect, the truth is that none of my boyfriends I can remember I did something really wrong, that's my big problem, I never noticed anything .... Bu, doushiyou! Taihen desu!
Well I'm getting my mind ... my strength to carry out my evil plans tomorrow to reach the merits of Marito. Would not think I'm a silly girl or anything like that. But I like trying, and I like being happy, I like simple and problems are resolved on the same day. I've seen people die, I've seen people with real problems with real suffering. The least I can do is to thank, and reward. I'm not emo. I got tired of complaining about life and others, they do their life, not insult them by more than one line, better try to do something, even getting paid for it. If they pay me enough I'll go anywhere. And hopefully come with me. But do not believe in long distance relationships. Neither the union. I think we should strive. And I realize when I make mistakes. These are my truths. I hope to be enough, really hope so. I am also open to change, but I would like to be loved as I am. Well until a forthcoming
friends (I have no friends on this thing haha) (except Frank who said baaa)
Tati
