Good, I'm up the cock, to endure the same thing.
.... I'm up to go to college and being around people, and be more alone than one. It's something that happened to me last year this, well ... there Sometimes you find your site, and other times not. count to 10 and passo.
It's okay, because with everyone there, you can not get one, it is clear, but sometimes I wonder if it's better to be alone than in bad company.
Today is Wednesday 20 and I could not be screened by missing two days of school. Yuhuan. I failed the 2 tests I've done so ahooora, and practices in the hospital very well.
What happens to go up there I penilla myself, but anyway. Only a few months (if God please make me jodidjo xD) or else a year and some months ... (this is imposioble, more and more impossible ... me to stay here another year, each time I give more reason to get out, kid) ... On days like today, it gives me a disgusted, I can not do anything right, and I answer everyone wrong, and estoyd eseando get to my house, throwing things in bed and cover my head up to hate everyone / as..aquellos that ... anyway that.
feel more bad that I have is to waste time. Now comes the weekend .... and I think ... Well, those thoughts I will not put here., That's not what I think eh? Hum ... I'm
xD nerviosilla, per that within a week I'm going to the Canary Islands and every time I go it gives me something in the stomach and gives me nerves nose, xD: .. I get tense before leaving forever. Why do not know what will become of me.
Well, tomorrow I'm alone a week: D well, I Aptec rest of all xD and throw me 13 hours on the couch to do anything. ANYTHING.
Umm ... tomorrow ... more of the same face of disgust and homework. and then return, but then I'm going to shave xD or do any of those that please me, when I'm wrong, and nose to do. A little gore I confess ... But this diversion of attention ... that if I will make the head BUM! and pace and that hurts me more that twelve thousand quienientos and did not win for several drugs: D
Anyway, I say that although im feeling betrayed ... xD I take it easy, by now you had to know. You know? ... What happens to sometimes you'll get excited with things that are as fast as they have come, and what I do is look away and do not accept reality. Nothing happens. It's normal.
But I miss them, and I miss something.
I get angry, do not know if I can do something else, and not doing it. That is ... if there are still things to fix ICan. And I'm sitting here getting fat ass ... and not doing anything to find my happiness. That's what really kills me.
me know if things do not depend on me, because then I can sleep peacefully, knowing that I already did all he could do, spending the last till I can.
burdening. = (
A kiss.
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